#I’m so exhausted breh

[deltasaviorthemaker]

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It’s here, guys… it’s finally here… I finally made part five… now to forget about it for another month/silly

I decided you guys get to pick the letter because that’s fun

[meowdarame]

5, 10, and 25 :)

oh my b someone already said 5, so i’ll say 6 instead

HIHI KURISU! thank you for sending in the meta ask hehe :)

what character do i have most fun writing?

i’ve answered a question similar to this before but from hq— tendou, atsumu, and from tr- shion, kisaki. i love writing dialogue for them and their characterization is also super fun to play with!

how would i describe my writing process?

it really depends! for shorter stuff, like headcanons and drabbles, i type it out all on my phone. for oneshots, so anything above 1k in length, i write those on a google doc and like proofread it so many times before posting HAHA. and for full length fics and series, i map out the entire plot before i start writing, just so i can see where the story is headed and know how to set it up! for all of these tho, i always always ALWAYS have beta-readers! it’s not that i don’t trust my writing, i just know that as the person who wrote the piece, i may have blindspots or plotholes or inconsistencies that i may not catch!

the part of writing that i find most fun

there are a few things so here’s a non-exhaustive list!

dialogue! i really love writing fun and playful lines for my characters heh. when i was younger, i used to reallyyyyy want to be a director or something so i wrote a bunch of stupid little scripts for film and tv 😭 they were so bad but yes!

when my story is like… close to my reality LOL. a lot of the feelings (esp angst breh LMAO) that i talk about in fics (specifically fics with plot) echo how i feel about things. in “his bet,” when izana talks about wanting to go into social work, that’s a career path i’m highkey considering. in “ivory and orange hues,” when hinata is grappling with this liminal space between adulthood and adolescence, that’s exactly how i felt when i was 19. and LORD, in “the cosmos taste like raspberries,” that whole shpeel at the end about loving someone who’s larger than life, IT’S BASED ON A REAL LIFE STORY HAHA.

last one, but that awesome feeling when you become so engrossed in your story that you don’t even realize that you’ve been writing non-stop for hours!

[julietcushingsvibes]

May 27 post:

Hours slept: 2 breh

Days plan: class, text people, put together a nice presentation, class, do laundry, cease to exist, practice Can’t Stop Me Dance

Days reflection: I felt like I was a walking zombie today and was so unproductive. But I got some work done and finished my tasks so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but I’m genuinely exhausted

Meals: toast, pasta ? Bruh I don’t know

Emoji: ⏰y’all I’m antsy this meeting was supposed so start over 45 mins ago meep

[aquakris]

Breh so someone posted a screenshot from the sister squad Halloween vid claiming it’s an yzma sleepover “rare” I’m really so exhausted by these damn shippers

the clownery smh tell em go out on their clown outfits again🤡

[devilsdaughter2]

Rant

So this is going to be a rant. A very long coming rant. No names will not be stated. Feel free to ignore and pass over this. =3 This is going to be kind of all over the place.

So first of all. WHAT THE FLYING FUCK IS THIS BULLSHIT? Like seriously, oh man people are so fast to stab each other in the back that there’s no sense of real trust between folks. Like why are people surprised by the simplistic of kindness? This should not be a thing on this server. Like oh man you gave me a glyph? Why? What’s your motive? Uh it’s called im not a dick? Why is that a mindset on this server. CAUSE WE MADE IT THAT WAY. No one is free of saying they didn’t do it. Like oh man, I’m gonna post about how I never intentionally step on someones toes but then Im gonna do something I *know* will piss off a group of people cause lawl fuck them. I see it everywhere. Sure I’ve done it. I’ll admit that! I’m not some sweetheart that doesn’t get angry. Yea, when I’m pissed, I’ll be vengeful as shit. But guess what, I don’t go around making people feel like shit. Sure I’ll try to upstage someone but I will never go out of my way to put them down or make them want to quit. What’s with that mindset where oh I don’t like them so they should get off my server. Like this isn’t elementary school, this is not a box of crayons you get to decide who uses and who doesn’t.

Furthermore, You’re so full of fucking crap. Oh its a miscommunication. Once is miscommunication, twice is coincidence, but three, four, ten times? That’s you doing it on purpose. So learn how to not do it, or stop being a jerk that pretends to be victim of miscommunication when you’re just taking everything personally even when it’s got NOTHING to do with you! Oh this person left when I showed up. Maybe they’re avoiding you, maybe they’re not. Trying to force your presence on them isn’t gonna make them want to be around you either way! Like shit man, If I’m avoiding you it’s so we don’t start shit. Oh man that doesn’t make me a cunt, that makes me adult enough to know to walk away when it’s making me unhappy. This bullshit of “Oh I don’t like them, but I continue doing stuff with them is cause if I don’t it will start drama.” That’s dumb. Like beyond dumb. If you don’t like someone, you don’t gotta say shit. Just WALK AWAY. Oh you like RPing in this one spot? Guess what, this game is HUGE. You will find another spot you like. You dont gotta stay in one city to get the RP you want. You got friends, just be like “Hey can we RP here?” and 9/10 times, I assure you, they will be like yea sure lets go. There’s this magical thing called imagination, where you can go somewhere abandoned and pretend to be in the same place you just were. Oh I want to RP in a city but I don’t want to go to Stormwind or Silvermoon? Oh shit Old Dalaran tends to be empty! Poof new city to rp. Don’t want it to be a city but want a harbor? Dude Ratchet and Booty Bay are great, and so is Venture Bay in Grizzly Hills! Like dude there is endless possibility. Oh you wanna RP in a human city without anyone finding you and your friends? Guess what.. There’s instances! Look at Old Stratholme. Don’t talk to Arthas and enjoy a nice city! Old Hillsbrad! Blackrock Depths! Gnomergan! Magisters Terrace! Oh man it’s like there’s a lot of dungeons and raids! MAGIC!

Also what is with this arrogance on the server? Like why does majority of people HAVE to like you? Whats wrong with just having fun with a small group of people? Like you are stressing yourself out with this idea that you have to be what the server expects you to be. Oh you’re a house guild? You better be really into politics or the military! Uhm no, Hows about I’m a house that earns money via taking care of farms and fisheries? Oh you’re a Blood Knight Guild? Must be SUPER serious 24/7 no fun allowed. Uh dude, Ima go have a snowball fight cause I can only fight so much. “We pride ourselves on being super serious, always in character.” That’s so EXHAUSTING though? Like have you tried being IC everywhere you go? You burn out FAST. Gotta take a day to do stupid shit like take over a brawl arena on the Isles with guildies and cackle and run around giving people hugs before killing them. Do old content or play browser games! “Oh so you run a lot of community shit? Does that mean thats all you do? Ima come to all your shit.” Man, fuck that. Maybe I wanna do a guild event where we just go swimming? I dont want a bunch of people outside the guild crashing it cause lawl you’re the community person.

And especially gonna call out the paper abusers! There are some great people who are so kind as to run papers for us, but just cause they post your shit, doesnt mean it is 100% server cannon everyone must follow you. And you are stupid for thinking thats how that works. Guess what, another point! Just cause you think you’re top shit for x,y,z, does not mean that the paper HAS TO show up and report on your crap. They got lots of people coming to them, so guess what, they might not get to report on your shit. Or maybe one paper isnt reporting the same way another is. So what? They’re doing this to have fun, not a job. You gonna start paying them money for tokens? No? Then shut the fuck up about they owe you whatever. They owe you NOTHING! Idgaf if you’re bffs, you do not get to make demands of them!

What is this stigma about politics? “Oh well they are trying to control me!” Uh no bitch, sit your ass down. So a bunch of noble rpers wanna form a council and start doing noble shit. Good for them! Let them do what they want. No one is forcing you to acknowledge them or what they are doing. Like I can turn to a noble house and be like fuck you, and they’ll just shrug and go on their way cause guess what. They dont gotta put up with me! Same goes for if they try to force a rule on me. I get to laugh and walk away cause bitch I didnt agree to shit. Its like *gasps* we don’t have to listen to other players. AMAZING I KNOW!

You know what’s really great? Talking to people. Its a beautiful thing. And you would be surprised how much better you feel talking to someone straight on. Like shit, lets say someone pissed me off cause they booked an event over mine. Shocker, it will happen! Talking to them generally lets ya sort shit out so it either A. Doesnt happen again. or B. You can work together. Or you can come to terms with each other and be like breh I dont wanna do stuff with you and heres why, now Im gonna go so we arent at the same place cause I dont wanna cause a fuss. Oh look at that, you are now an adult and everyone understands and isnt left going “Why is this person suddenly avoiding me? What did I do wrong?” Its a *great* feeling getting it off your chest and lets the other person get closure. Now thats not to say walk up to someone and be like I hate you cause you stole my dress. Like no. Now you’re being petty as shit and need to sit your ass down. Same goes for if you go I hate you so you should kill yourself. Like seriously, thats not needed and you just look like an ass.

Finally, fuck all yall for making fun of someone with mental illnesses or experiences. Oh this person has PTSD, lawl lets do stuff to set it off. Yea you’re an ass. Oh this person hears voices? Lets make them feel like they’re going crazy by playing jokes on them that make them question reality. Yea, how about I punch you in the face? Hardy har har. No seriously, fuck you. Like yes this is me mad, go fuck yourself. Its not cute, its not funny, its seriously offensive and cruel.

End of rant (for today)!

[hell0hummingbird]

Man-baby RANT

Tfw you’re too tired to try anymore...like, I don’t have time energy to decipher your cryptic af message. Just tell me what you want from me. I barely have the energy for basic skincare; you think I’m gonna exhaust myself with this rubbish? It really should not be this difficult. A simple “happy birthday” would have sufficed, breh. “We, collectively, should talk about it if necessary” WTF DOES THAT EVEN MEAN. YOU talk about it, whatever “it” is. I can’t. I’m so tired.